Monday, January 26, 2009

Inauguration — My Story

Millions of people took part in the inauguration festivities last week, making for millions of different stories. Here's mine...

Sunday

I got up and headed down to DC around 10:30 to meet some of my friends at the "We Are One" concert. I got off at Farragut North and stopped by my office to use the restroom. Then I walked down 17th St., passed the White House with tourists taking pictures of the empty bleachers and blocked off road, not to mention several vendors (plenty of shirts, magnets, buttons, hand/foot warmers, etc.). It was still early, around 11 something.

I got down to the WWII Memorial and got in line to go through security. I had no bag, so they sent me to the far right line where I could watch the line to my left move quickly by. How is the no bag line going to take longer than the bag line?! I wondered if I could call my camera lens in it's case a "bag" to get into the better line. I stuck it out and got through in a little bit.

And on down towards the Lincoln. My friend, Milli, had let me know to go on the left of the reflecting pool. I made my way up and over to them, off to the side, between the Korean War Memorial and the reflecting pool, where we had a view of the stage between trees and a view of a screen angled perfectly towards us. It was a great spot, though you wouldn't think so initially. Well some people did, since they were there with a tarp claiming a spot for 10 people. We joked that she should have brought a flag to stick in the ground. We lost one of our number due to complaints about not being able to see with him there. "We can't see over your hat." He's 6'6". I assure you that if he lost the hat, that wouldn't solve the situation. Then what, "We can't see over your head..."? Do you want him to remove that, too? Come on! Lou kindly didn't argue, but he just found another spot. P.S. If ever in a massive crowd setting, have the hatted Lou in your group. The easiest person to find in a crowd...in my entire life.

We had to wait in the cold a few hours. I had layered up a lot, knowing we'd be standing for hours in the cold. The walk down combined with my layers had me hot by the time I got there and on the way. But about half an hour to an hour of just standing cools you down right quick. Thanks to a previous standing in the cold for over an hour experience, we learned that sitting on shoes actually helps warm the feet. We used this knowledge to our advantage today and Tuesday. But let me not get ahead of myself.

I saw more famous people in that day than I've seen in my life. And was pleasantly surprised to find that the Obamas would actually be there. Even got a few pictures of them on stage. As well as most, almost all, of the performers even though, to be honest, I didn't know all the performers anyhow. The highlight performance was definitely Garth Brooks. The crowd was jumping and yelling "Shout!" "Hey ey ey ey!" I wished my roommate and fellow Wedding Crashers fan, Amara, had been there. I also greatly enjoyed One Love. What can I say...I was raised to love Bob Marley. Everyone had a good time, including the Obamas from there dancing and responding to it all.

Monday

MLK Jr. Day of Service. Some of my friends and I went to a service projects and volunteer fair in Rockville, MD. It was really neat; there were tons of people there at different tables creating different things, learning about organizations, making sandwiches, and so on and so forth. Several of our group signed up to be on the bone marrow donor list. Most people that heard about this later responded with hesitation at best, stating how painful it is and asking if we realized that. While I haven't had the procedure done and hence don't know personally how painful it is, I have been warned and still willingly signed up. God has blessed me so much in my life and to be able to help someone in this way is something I should be able to face the pain for. I felt particularly inclined to sign up because they need people of Pacific Islander and Asian heritage.

At the other tables, we made care packages and cards for troops, painted frames and made bookmarks and cards. It was fun and for good causes. Not to mention incredibly convenient. I hope that we will continue to do good, even when there isn't a fair and we have to actually seek out and create opportunities to do so. Or just not let opportunities pass us by...

Tuesday

Here's our master plan: get up at 3, get to the metro by 4, meet friends (Holly & Co.) at Metro Center, 12th and F St. exit, go down 12th St. to get on the mall near the Washington Monument, positioned where we might be able to get to the parade route after the inauguration.

3 a.m. — Alarm goes off. Time to get up, get ready (layered) and get out! Our goal was to get to the metro when it opened at 4 a.m., so we aimed to leave the apartment by 3:45 a.m. Not surprisingly, with five of us going, we ended up leaving a little later. Not too bad, though.

4 a.m. — We drove Winter's rental car up to the gate to park, but realized that Ariana's mom forgot her hat. We swung back down, got the hat and returned to park at the top of the complex, by the gate. We got some free clappers from the complex right at the gate and walked on to the metro. We stood on the platform to get in the last car on the train, knowing it'd be less crowded. It wasn't packed at all initially and we enjoyed our seats. Then we move along, not even stopping at Takoma, we don't think. Then comes the fun. People proceed to mess with the doors, despite the fact that there are trains running every few minutes. Some people get stuck and finally through the doors, but because someone is stuck or holding them, the train operator has to try to open the doors and close them again. Each time more people see that as their opportunity to get on this train. Some people even pushed this girl through to her mom who got separated (her fault, I say, for trying to get in without being sure her daughter could. Come on!), and the girl flies through and falls down. Then more people pour through. The train operator had been warning them that if they mess with the doors we might have to offload the train.

4:30 a.m. — The doors malfunction, so we all have to get off the train. I have a minor moment of intense anger and a little verbal outburst. Not words, just sounds. We pile out and onto the platform, being sure to be lined up for the doors of the next train. It comes, we get on and amazingly still get seats! Yes!

4:50 a.m. — We get to Metro Center and head over to the appropriate exit and wait for Holly & Co. They get there in a few minutes, and we all head through the exit and up into the streets. We make our way down to the security check point line at 12th and E St. It's about 5 a.m. at this point. Some of us get some breakfast from Au Bon Pain, myself included. Some hang out in here for most of the wait before the gates are to open at 7 a.m., or so we think. We all discuss our plan. Most everyone only cares about watching the inauguration, not the parade. We're at the security checkpoint for the parade. Holly and I somehow, in our planning the night before, missed the fact that the security checkpoints were only for the parade route, not the mall.

6:15 a.m. — We talk about walking around to get to the mall, but know it's a fair walk and the security is going to open in 45 minutes, so it'd probably make more sense to wait it out, get through security, cross Pennsylvania Ave. at 12th St. and head down to the mall, just a few blocks.

7:00 a.m. — The line which we were in the middle, closer to the front, of, somehow morphs into a crowd in which we are very near the back of. We still don't get let through the gates to the 5 metal detectors for us all for a long time. We stand, getting pushed closer. The sun had risen by this point. We slowly get pushed forward, working our way around cement road blocks and random, useless, heavy duty cones. Our group of 12 trickles through the crowd and security.

10:40 a.m. — The last of our group of 12 gets through security. And the crossing at 12th St. for Pennsylvania Ave. is closed. We're told that we can try 3rd or 20th. Our group gradually splits off into smaller ones as people decide how to deal with the situation. Sonja and Carlyle head out of the secured area to get to the mall. Ariana and her mom go to get set up for the parade route. Holly, Jennifer, Tim, Amara, Winter, Laurie and her fiance and myself scope out where we can see the inauguration within the secured area. I was not about to throw away the hours worth of getting through security. My mindset was find a place to watch it, then stay for the parade. We walk along Pennsylvania Ave., and nearly every restaurant is closed for a private event. Of course. The one place that was open and available didn't have a TV. Forget that. We end up hanging out at the Navy Memorial (sans Laurie and her fiance), accepting that we'd be listening to the inauguration over the speakers along the route.

11:25 a.m. — We see that one of the restaurants that was booked has angled a TV out to the street for us outsiders. We go over there and join the crowd at one window, and some of us press up against another window, to see a different TV—the one at the bar, which you could see some of between flags hanging on the ceiling inside.

11:30 a.m. — We can hear the inauguration on the speakers. The timing is slightly off...at least a few solid seconds. We hear, and then watch a few seconds later, the inauguration. When Obama begins speaking, I feel the emotion rising within me. I look to the left and see a woman begin to cry. I stop fighting it and let the tears come. Just one or two, because I am eagerly peering over the crowd, proud to watch our president addressing the nation and the world. I feel so blessed to be where I am, living near and working in this city. It's as though there's something new in the air. A change, a hope that rose up within me, and I know I am not alone. We are at a turning point. History is being made, and change is possible.

12:00 p.m. — After the speech, they cut the audio coverage and start playing music, much to our frustration. Amara, Winter and I decide to buckle down and weather the cold to see the parade. And by parade, I mean the Obamas part of the parade. We say goodbye to Holly, Jennifer and Tim, and we head over to a less crowded part of the route. We wait. We dance or just run in place a little to try to keep our blood flowing to our toes. The wind delivers brisk slaps of cold to our faces. We wait. We get to hear random inauguration facts from the announcer. We wait. We watch a soul train dance line. We wait.

2:30 p.m. — The estimated start time of the parade arrives! We wait.

3:00 p.m. — We are all getting antsy. I say, "This better start by 3:30 or else...", and a woman beside me waits to hear me finish with, "I'll have to wait longer." We wait.

4:00 p.m. — Finally, around 4 p.m., it begins! We get ready and have to reassess the best windows of sight we have through the crowd. There are police men and other forces all along the route, further closing windows of sight. As the various troops march by and the time gets closer, the crowd pushs in, around evermore. Then we hear screams to our left, and my heart begins to beat faster. Could it be? Are they getting out of the car? They must be. A white van blocks our view. I begin shooting pictures just holding my camera up and clicking, afraid I might not even get one good picture. Then I pull in my camera to get ready for any glimpse I might see. They get clear from the van and walk by us! We even got pictures of them. I also have several of people's hand, arms, hats, etc. But I got just a few decent shots. I am ecstatic and grateful and rejuvenated.



That rejuvenation still lingers. No longer from the glimpse I saw of our president, but from the change that has taken place in this city, this country. I feel like I am part of something great. Change has come.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Unity

Have you ever felt like there was a time when things seem themed? For instance, I'll be dealing with some concept in my life and then the sermon I hear at church specifically addresses that concept, in addition to seemingly random emails from or conversations with other people that also hit on the same topic. It creates a theme for that time, be it a day, week or year.

Today's theme is unity. Oneness. My devotional this morning touched upon it. The scripture provided was: "That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that You sent Me." - John 17:21

Then I looked at the Bible verse of the day on biblegateway.com. “[Sons of God] You are all sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.” - Galatians 3:26-28

And my Bible verse of the day on my Google home page: "My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all, and no one is able to snatch them out of the Father's hand. I and the Father are one." - John 10:27-30

Each verse resonates with the theme of being one. Unity.

Most of our lives we are inundated with messages telling us to compare ourselves to others, for the most part leaving us feeling better or worse, taller or shorter, thinner or fatter, and so on and so forth. Compare to contrast, not to find our commonality. Be independent. Be unique. Well, we are. But even our uniqueness blends together beautifully into our oneness. We are not all the same, but we are one. Each with his or her own specific role to play. Unified, through Christ, through God. We are all one. Or at least we all can be one. And should be?

Thursday, November 13, 2008

It

It is what it is.
It was what it was.
It's going to be what it's going to be.

Don't sweat it. Embrace it. Live it.

If it's out of your control, let it go. You cannot change it. Don't bother trying or even thinking about what if you could. You can't. It is what it is.

As far as the past goes, is was what it was. All the thinking, analyzing in the world won't change it. It's done. It's over. Let it go. Learn your lessons and move forward.

Trust that what's going to be will be. It kind of goes without saying. Do what you can about what you can and let the rest of it happen as it's going to no matter what you think or do. Think the serenity prayer: God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.

It is what it is.
It was what it was.
It's going to be what it's going to be.

Profoundly simple?
Simply profound?

Monday, November 10, 2008

Tents of Hope

Living in the DC area provides opportunities for me to stumble upon things such as the Tents of Hope that were on the mall this past weekend. "Tents of Hope is a national community-based project that envisions a powerful union of artistic creativity and social concern in response to the crisis in Darfur." More information on the project is provided at www.tentsofhope.org.

Just walking around and looking at all the tents and paintings on them was inspirational and touching. I wanted to share a few of the messages, in pictures...

Monday, October 27, 2008

LIVE

We are all dying. Hold on; don't call me a pessimist just yet. It's a mere fact of life: death. It is inevitable; the eventual fate of us all.

We are not, however, all living. Truly living. Many people go through life existing, but not living. I've been there. One day running into the next, operating on autopilot. Numbness creeping in slowly until near paralysis takes over. Alive but not living. Living but not alive.

Life is too short for that. Every single moment is a gift, not a guarantee. What we decide to do with each moment, that is the gift we give ourselves, the world and (most importantly) God.

So I've decided to live. To make the most of each opportunity. To be connected to the people and environment I am in, not off in my thoughts drifting slowly away from reality. To allow myself to feel what I feel, even if I don't want to feel it. To experience all that life has in store for me. To LIVE.

And to use several fragments in my writing...

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

We Live in a Crazy World

We live in a crazy world where an instant makes the difference of a lifetime, or even of a life. We live in a world where senseless things happen. We live in a world that can drastically change overnight.

This is nothing new; I think we’ve known this all our lives. But some days we forget. We let down our guard. We live as though every day is a guarantee. We live complacently until some sudden unexpected event jostles us back into the reality of the world we live in. We see with eyes that we’ve used our whole lives but rarely ever truly seen with. We realize how much we have to be grateful for but have taken for granted: the family that loves us regardless of how we may let them down or even hurt them; the breath you just took, that you are releasing slowly back into the air right now; the life that was lengthened by the breath you just took.

We live in a world where every breath is a gift, every day is a blessing. We live in a world where all the anticipation and preparation we do only goes so far. We live in a crazy world.

But we live.

Friday, March 2, 2007

Discussing God

"We degrade God too much, ascribing to Him our ideas, in vexation at being unable to understand Him. But, again, if it's impossible to understand Him, I repeat it's hard to have to answer for what it is not given to man to understand."

Fyodor Dostoevsky in his novel, The Idiot


I often find myself a part of conversations that turn to the identity of God. We try and try to explain God's actions or seeming inactions. We try to figure him out. In so doing, we subject him to our flawed, human rubric. We put words in His mouth and motives in his heart. Granted, the Bible does tell us things that we know about God, but as soon as we start extrapolating and expanding on what is in the Bible we find ourselves treading (I say drowning) in murky, dangerous water.

Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that we should avoid learning about God. It's just that there is a HUGE difference between learning about God and theorizing about God. I am a huge theorizer. I love theories, but some things are not to be theorized. God is not a human concept we are entitled to define and explain as we wish with full liberty. God is described in the Bible. God is present in our lives. God is.

We learn about God by seeking the truth about God. We prayerfully read the Bible to see who God is. We ask questions and get answers based on Scriptures.

We theorize about God when we make claims as to who we think God is, who we think God should be and how we think he should handle situations. In attempting to understand things that don't make sense to us in this life, we delve into discussions about God's identity. For example, there is the "Why do bad things happen to good people?" question. Answers to this question often speculate as to why God allows or causes such things. In Ecclesiastes, Solomon writes of righteous men who get what the wicked deserve, and wicked men who get what the righteous deserve (Ecc. 8:14). He goes on to say that no man can understand everything that goes on under the sun. If we cannot even understand what goes on under the sun, how do we expect to be able to understand God's role therein?

The time and energy spent trying to accomplish the impossible is time and energy that can be spent on learning about God. And spending time with Him. Loving God and being loved by God. I fear that we get too caught up in the intellectual debates about things as opposed to real, irrefutable truth. Who God is, not who we think He is or who we think He should be, should be the focus of our discussions on Him.